Friday, February 6, 2009

Puzzled

I don't want him so why am I still hung up on him? I don't I want my ex anymore. I am happy. I am free. So why do I still struggle day in and day out with thoughts about him and questions that will never be answered? I know I still love him, but I am not in love with him. I love him, but in a caring way - not in a wifely way. How can I move on and tear myself from him and all of the feelings, thoughts, actions and hope I had for him and with him? I am very puzzled by this... How can I move on when I still feel consumed by him, his once love for me and his actions? How can I separate that time in my life from now?

I don't want him. I want me and my happiness and my dreams and my love.

1 comment:

mommymegan said...

OK, here are my thoughts on this post: You are still hung up because he was a jerk and didn't give you any real closure. It's difficult for anyone to move on without the courtesy of closure from the person you are moving away from...

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